And all things serve the Beam
$40 times 365 is
$14,600
Tossed into the trash.. 🗑️🗑️🗑️🗑️🗑️🗑️🗑️🗑️
I could do a lot with that extra scratch..
Mouthful of implants…
Sick-ass stereo system in my whip…
What kind of music lover am I? Rocking out to a stock audio system designed by the Japanese…
(no offense to the Japanese)
Ya see..they built out of $$$..
They did not design out of love..
None of them did acid and walked around with a CD player listening to dark side of the moon…
I had one acid trip..solo..
And I had.. a pack of AA batteries.. and five CD’s..
See if I can remember..
It was..
-dark Side of the moon
-mellon collie
-Aenema
-the Echo the Dolphin soundtrack from Sega CD
-and Beethoven..
And I was in the woods, beside an open field..
Trying to keep a campfire going but I was too fucked up..
The morning mist came through around 4, and everything became damp..
The moon was full and the clouds were sparse..
And I became locked into that night..
Listening to the nocturnal animals..
Wrestling with fear and imagination..
Yeah…
Hard to give a fuck about your job at Panera Bread when you’re doing acid alone in the woods…
Shit man, hard to care about anything..
FOR WHAT?
So I can end up as a sad adult?
So I can grow into an alcoholic just like my folks?
For what…
For-fucking-what?
Dangerous business..
You shouldn’t put things into your brain without understanding them.
Without considering the consequences and knowing your own blood and bloodline…
Dangerous business..
I’d rather be a happy slave…
Worried about all the Same bullshit you fucks are always talking about..
.I woulda made a great slave ..
With no purpose.
With no effect on any other life but my own…
I coulda been a nobody.
Unaware..
dusk 