This shit long.
This shit stupid.
Suggesting you skip this one 👋
Good luck
——
I’d be the happiest guy,if I could rig up a place for myself .
Like ..I already have the stuff to put in it..
And if I have to be around…to keep an eye on things…
Gah..
🎵🎶 happy as a turtle 🎶🎶
You’re racing.
I’m not.
It’s not necessarily true that we live in struggle..but we have obligations.
Anyways..
See it like I see it .
Even small.
10×16
15 by 20..
Windows 🪟
Mini split.
Open space.
On one wall I’d have those pronged bars, Like people having their garage to hold tools..
And it will be a whole wall full of them.
And that’s where I would keep all my cables.
And I would have each perfectly wrapped, twisting the wrist and double zip tie…
Then I would have them split between sections
-power
-midi
-instrument cable /mono
-instrument cable/stereo
Then I’d have a massive desk,built into the wall..
Remember the bridge on Star Trek The next generation?
Back behind lieutenant worf, there’s this flat section with angled screens at eye level and hand controls as far as the hands can reach..
Hang on..
Bam…
How fucking dope is that?
I read that Frank Zappa liked to sit Indian style and have all of his art in a semicircle around him..
Everything within arms reach..
Maybe he’d be painting,,, then he’d reach over and grab a guitar or write out sheet music..
Or like…
Or like Redman’s classic episode of cribs..
Where he had his shit setup within arms reach.. everything
Such a simple fucking desire..
Simple wish…
But see here now…
Rent…is for dummies..
Home ownership…is for slaves ..
Permanent slaves…
Perma-slaves..
You can’t laugh at the news so deeply..
Can’t flick boogers at presidents or state Representatives…
You’re tied in…
You’ve got money on this shit now..
Forget about kids or which school district is the good one..
You..are..tied in..
And there is no escape …
So you have to go to work..
(you’ve been off the road for three years at least…)
…..yes…that’s correct..
(and that time went by in a snap 🫰)
It did….
I didn’t miss any work
….
Can’t you just let me enjoy my fantasy?
(a man cave?)
…yes ..
A house of bleep-bloops..
Not trying to bring people over, not trying to host band practice..
Just a…just a..
(a box with a roof on it?)
Yes..
A peaceful place.
(you are one small minded motherfucker)
No, hear me..
Just listen…
I’ll speak it in the High Speech..
“I DON’T NEED MUCH”
Everything is a luxury and I recognize that.
Everything.
A freshly ground french press coffee…
A sip from a bottle of ice water..
Shit man,the guitar itself!
You think people had time to fuck around and discover music?
In cave man times?
Shiiitt.
They were too busy staying alive.
(And now the luxury feels like dying)
We have become obese in the mental regard…
For real..I’ll sit and play video games just to escape your busy-ass World 🌎
That shit you’re so attached to..
And I’m not alone, many people are doing the same thing…
I’ll close with a question…
Visualize a global EMP.
Visualize the internet breaking.
In totality, every piece of electronics gone..
Now place yourself there, look at the clock and fast forward it by 3 years..
WOULD your life be better?
(it’s subjective)
Fine…WOULD you be happier?
If a steady hand guided the nation and if every country remained level headed and calm.
Let’s say World Peace ✌️
World Peace, but ZERO internet..
No multiplayer video games.
No cell phones..only portable communication devices..
Text.
Calls 🤙
That’s it..
That’s it…
To have the poison removed..taken away..to have it Yanked away from you like a toddler that found the Cookies…
…..
..
. …..
I like thinking about it….
….
(discipline)
….I know….
(you could make that daydream for yourself if you had discipline..)
….. 😔 I know..
I know..
Makes me sad..
(lil bitch)
…I know…
(😆)
I know…
(You’re going to die because you couldn’t take your hand off the throttle)
Basically…
Basically
(lil bitch 😆)
Man…
Maannnnnnn..
Can’t you just get off my dick?
You won’t even let me daydream about being happy..
(man, fuck you dude)
I’m not in the mood..I was just thinking about a luxury shed studio..and how happy I’d be…
Like the size of a detached garage..It is a very simple little dream…
(whatever… what-the-fuck-ever,….this world is on fire 🔥)
It’s been on fire forever..
For ever…
My entire life.
My involvement would mean the system drinking my blood..
My time and attention…
I’d rather have nothing.
Nothing..
(and effect no one)
Lotsa guitar pedals though…
Plenty of effects…
Fx…
(your attitude makes your whining unbearable)
Yeah… agreed.
(all whining is obnoxious… But whining when you know the solution and simply don’t do jt… That…is un-fucking-bearable….)
…..
…..
…..
Maybe..
( ain’t no fuckin “maybe”)
Can’t we end on a positive note?
(like what? “It’s almost the weekend”?…. whoopdee fuckin do…)
You’re a real bitter asshole sometimes,,you know that ?
(somebody needs to tell you the truth 😉.)
I am a survivor..
That’s what I am…
( destiny’s child)
🎵🎶 I’m not going to stop..I’m going to work harder.. 🎶
That’s what my mouth be saying..
That’s what the vibrating noises coming out of my mind are saying…
(enjoy your shed… dummy)
You can’t see it like I see it.
You don’t have the ability to design it in your mind…
You are rock.
And you are without heart..
I never want to be like you…
(And that’s why you’re daydreaming of a shed)
Man fuck you.
Consumption is a god damn motherfucking PANDEMIC in 2026…It IS what we collectively do..
Get the fuck out of here with your trying…your attempts to belittle me and every choice I’ve ever made….Just get the
Fuck away from me…
…..
……
Good….
….. Ugh….
Deep breath…
…..
So anyways..
After the wall of Cables, I’d install data racks , 19 inch spacing..
And it would be on wheels..and id be able to roll that shit wherever I wanted!!
(Lil bitch 😆)
Thank you,,thank you..
Take a bow..
This sure was a pointless journal session…
(i had fun 😁)
Alright… Goodnight everyone.. Make sure to spay and neuter your pets..-bob Barker ..
Closing this shit out with some Bob…
(Bob of the platypi!)
Chunk…chunk..chunk..chunky chunky chunk..chunk chunk..Once
There was a guy named Bob, And he was like any other guy except for having been raised by a family of Platypi…
And there’s an awful lot of space and nothing, I mean, even if you have nothing you still have an awful lot of space.. Because space in itself is something, how can anyone ever have nothing?-kg
Meditations for the ages..
Earnestly trying to meditate would be like pointing a gun at my head.
Trying to shut everything off..
Yawn..
Alright.. I took a big verbal shit.
I love you and I’m so sorry about everything..so sorry..
Plink
dusk 