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🎵 and you don’t have to go to church to get to know your God 🎵🎶-Jay Z

It’s a good line.

I like it because even if they won’t admit it…the religious follow their own version of God.

(or try to)

Sometimes, instead of thinking about that,I like to think about all the things we don’t know.

Particularly in space 🌌.

“holy moth-balls Batman”

We don’t know much about Anything.

I mean, down here we do.

We know about people.

Know what makes them tick,know what pisses them off..

But up there?

Justin points to the sky whilst absent mindedly scratching his balls…

No.

Not much.

We don’t know much.

People have “ideas”.

But that’s all it is.

Life and death seem pretty basic after you understand time.

But applying that to the birth and deaths of galaxies..stars.. planets.

There’s a real sadness when a pet dies.

Your mind runs back through all the intimate and loving moments you shared together..

And your body cries..

Perhaps “God” feels that way … Every time a solar system implodes..

(oh boy, here we go)

For real.

Big Master Man  looking down at the universe with his feet kicked back..

“look at this one… You’d never believe it….I sent my boy down there and they nailed him to a tree…could you even believe it?”

The idea that I was taught..is that God sees everything.

And I always thought.. 💭🤔💭

“I sure would be upset if I were him”

Seeing the horror carried out in my own name..

I’d be upset.

(?)

It’s fine…

Go make your fucking money.

It is an artificial purpose but a purpose nonetheless..

(days of our lives)

It just makes me so mad.

I know it shouldn’t but it does.

I simply do not understand people and it might explain why I enjoy avoiding them…