And if I haven’t seen Jeremy in 10 years, and if he really is dead?
That’s ten years of suffering.
I know that because I know him.
Not your typical suffering.
I got him 2 jobs, I taught him what I know,like Kevin…
The difference is .. Kevin didn’t have a heroin needle hanging out of his arm..
I can think back and remember the love and the fun we had…
Music, the musical chemistry..
But goddamn man…I can’t beat myself up because my teenage pal overdosed..
I can be sad.
I can articulate And try to put it into words..
But at the root..?
It’s not my fault.
I didn’t do it to him..
(still sad)
Very..
Jeremy and I had connection.
Particularly in music.
It’s very sad …
But I have to clock in..
Have to go to work…
dusk 