I was dehydrated.
Part of the reason that the pain was so severe..
When moving the skin..
Water.. good ole fashioned lack of fucking water..
And there’s a line in a song that pops into my head , constantly.
“🎵 know that I will choke before I swallow 🎵🎶” -pushit-
To me, the line means….
-I’ll bang my fucking head against the wall, before realizing there’s a door there.”
So I will carry and Labor pain.. become comfortable with it and learn to glide through time with such a cumbersome apparatus…
Possible reasons..
-stupidity
-laziness
-a very secret and deep affection for pain.. wearing misery like a color and dipping the brow down.
So Motherfuckers can’t see your face..
Wear pissy disposition like clothing 👑
(or jewelry)
I digress..
On what people do and why they act the way they act ?
Who fuckin cares?
The much more appropriate inquiry…
dusk 