I really appreciate it.
But also…
It makes me want to destroy it, because I want my outlet to be what nothing else is.
A finger twisting into a gunshot wound or a beautiful sculpture made from drying diarrhea…
Shout out to my friend.
The encouragement means a lot .
And I told him
“it makes me want to only type when I’m up“
To cut all the bullshit complaining and whining out …
But he said no.
Which is the correct answer.
It’s the only right answer and unfortunately it makes hanging out with me “a slog“.
Sorry…
I wish we could think of ourselves on the long term, and care about the two things.
Health.
Stability.
I absolutely believe a creative can find peace within those two things..
Health, inside and out. Diet, exercise, multivitamins…
All that jazz…
The mind is connected to the body and there is not one Motherfucker that can argue against it …
(Christopher Reeves?)
Nice…a paralysis joke…real nice .
(because the mind and body were disconnected..)
I get it ..
Dumbass…
Second point..
-health.
-stability
Being stable.
That means your work and your home and your loves..
If you can live without hating your goddamn motherfucking job ?
You…are a rich man..(or woman)..
Stability.
Having…no, EARNING the means to
-shelter yourself
-feed yourself
-afford health insurance…
Sound simple, right?
Three fucking things…just three goddamn things…
(let’s go!)
The system..
The system knows this.
It knows you only want those three things..
So it makes you fight.. harder and harder each year..
It bleeds more and more from you, each year..
It moves the goalposts..it changes the rules…
And that’s why I hate white people 👍
I know in my heart that this bullshit is a white construct…
It has all the signs …
Anywho ….
Two things.
Health -Stability…
Think on it ..
Appreciate y’all for fucking with me ✌️
J-klein out .
dusk 