I think I’m having a panic attack.
My insides are fractured and grinding into themselves.
Glass.
Grit on muscle tissues ..
Tearing and grinding…
Panic in the throat, terror unknown,.
“Somebody help me, help me make this go away..”
(tisk tisk)
Everything is so fragile.
There is nothing to depend on and the ground is always moving.
And I’m terrified ..
(least you admit it)
To no avail!
To what end and when does this pass?
(it doesn’t)
Shallow breathing and rapid pulse..
(no one is coming)
Darting eyes and sweating Palms.
(people hate you)
Jittering fingers…
(and there is no point, at the end)
Restless.
No peace..
Crumbling sky and sliding onto the pavement and crawling to the gutter..
“let this whole city piss and shit on me…just get it over with”
(but they won’t..they want it to drag out…)
Seriously though, will this ever go away?
(seriously though, probably not…
If you’re in your head about work stuff,it’s because you need your income to be at least stable…you don’t actually give a fuck about the humans involved..and if it weren’t for the money,you’d never speak to them again)
If it wasn’t this set of problems, it would be some other set of problems..
(Yahtzee)
Bing-to-the-motherfuckin-go?
(you bet)
Why I am so afraid?
(genes)
Why do I feel such panic?
(nutrition and lifestyle)
Eshh..
(yeah dumbass)
So…soooooo…i probably shouldn’t worry..
(time is short)
Hmmm..
How can I stop feeling like this?
(nutrition and lifestyle)
Hmm…
Hey.,can I ask you…do you think America is the bad guy?
(get fucked dude)
Alright..
(your job is dumb as fuck and loyalty means NOTHING )
Against a Dollar.
(Against a Dollar)
Well God damn….
Hey..thanks for the talk.
(stop freaking out, you’re a fuckin ball of nerves since you were like,8 years old)
Yeah ..
I know 😔
(eat shit brah)
Rat-fuck.
Terminal tumors on rodent genitals ..
They wait till you sleep and then they rub up against your face..
With their filthy rat genitals .
(bravo 👏)
Thank you…thank you..
I’m not going to crack 🫡
Not over some dumb shit like a day job…
Not over making someone else wealthy…
I won’t.
Plus I would miss out on this upcoming World War.
(cute)
Gotta stick around for that..
Aren’t you hungry for some humanity?
Aren’t you?
Don’t you have a shortage of problems ?
Wouldn’t you LOVE…some more bullshit to worry about?
Sure thing bud… 🎶🎵 I like it ,I love it, I want some more of it 🎵🎶
And if the Devil was real… He would love conflict ..
Which means he would live war, and death and humans killing each other…
Conflict equals Devil,Devil equals death..
(God caused many wars in the old testament..he sent people in to beat down the Hebrews “just because”)
Yeah…I guess he did, didn’t he?
(golden cows and stuff)
Jealous God,,, can’t let the attention falter for even a second…
Jealous God..
(the news cycle)
Gotta to keep people talking about you…
Sounds like a narcissist…
(probably)
This is…a fearful time to be alive.
(large scale)
Yes….
Looking at the whole thing..
(looking at what you’re told)
Bleh….
Ugh..
I don’t want to end it like this..but I also want to get the fuck out of here..
(sounds like a fuse,, can you hear it? Like the fuse burning on a stick of dynamite..)
Ssssssss…..
I think I can hear it…
(Ssssssss)
dusk 