dusk

I saw something in the sky and it had blinking lights.

Reds.whites.

It was just holding its position there,wasn’t moving like an aircraft.

Wasn’t moving with the stars.

Too high up to be anything I know about, not far enough to be a satellite…

So i stood there and stared.

Let my mind wander and wonder.

What on earth is that?

(What does it matter?)

A curiosity.

I am human.

My sight works.

So then..what the fuck is that?

(What does it matter?)

Is it a drone?

Way up high?

Why doesn’t it move?

(What are you doing?)

I’m thinking .

You can kiss my ass for eternity, I will still think.

There are things that cannot be taken away..

You don’t get to have that.

And your world can be whatever it is, can be as lousy and unfair and genocidal…

There are parts that you don’t get to take.

There are.

(Useless)

Fine..let it be that. Let it.

You still don’t get to tell me, don’t get the chance to…

To ruin.

Shame on me,sure.

Sometimes.

But don’t forget the score.

Do not lose sight of what’s yours.

Opposing forces will steamroll. And no one sees themselves as evil.

(Arguable)

Shhh…

Get the fuck back..

Take two steps in the other direction. Take a thousand.

Go figure out what that thing in the sky is, let me know.

How does it hold position like that? I observed it in a window of tree limbs for reference..

It’s not moving.

Not in orbit, I don’t think..

It’s just..floating up there.

(You’re a foolish one.)

Shhh,,, shut up.. I’m trying to think…what the fuck is that flashing light?

Reds.

Whites.

Like a typical aircraft..

(I hope you enjoy yourself)

I do.

Sometimes.

And regardless.

You won’t beat me.

You will not take the gifts we are given as humans.

Thinking monkeys.

Clever bacteria..

I shalt not be dismayed…

But i will wonder..

“What the fuck is floating in the sky over there?”